I've tried to describe what goes on in my head. Some people get it, some don't.
The best description I could come up with is:
Remember the Ed Sullivan show? Where some dude was spinning plates on his head, hands, feet, elbows and all that shit? That's what goes on in my head. It's a delicate balance.
This video shows exactly what I mean, even better than the Sullivan reference. Again, nobody will "get it" but me... Each one of them is me. A different part of me. Spinning plates.
The plates spin and spin and spin.
Each one of those plates (watch the video) is a different thought or feeling I'm having.
The plates spin and spin and spin.
Unfortunately, I'm not as balanced or as graceful they are, and my plates aren't somehow attached to the fucking stick like theirs are. I've dropped quite a few.
Whatever. Watch the video, it's pretty cool.
