There is?
Yeah, you were putting it on your pasta and some of it escaped. I didn't want you to drink your coffee and suddenly have that in your mouth.
Things like that have happened before. I'm used to it. *sigh*
Stupid. Fucking. Me.
I should have made sure it was closer to him.
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Don't diss yourself like that! stop it!
I thought maybe you would have pics of your new underwear. or maybe the old ones. "the irregulars" ha ha! that was the funniest thing. I laughed about that all day.
It was a stupid damn mistake. I didn't think. He was over it quickly.
I also almost hurt him too. I would never cause him harm. It was more of an involuntary reaction on his part... he said I didn't hurt him. Stupid me. Not thinking... but who would think of it.. he wasn't mad or anything.
He has this one unruly eyebrow hair. I said "you should snip that one", and I reached across the table ti fix it...
The instant I touched him he flinched and winced...
aaahhhh. It was like he was in horrible agonizing pain.
He has a glass eye on that side. That's the eye he had all the operations on. Laser surgery before it was like it is today. Treatment after treatment.
His cornea kept tearring off again and again. Back for more treatment. Finally, after a few years his eye basicly exploded.
I knew this. I just didn't think. If I had warned him,, 'Hold still, I'm not going to hurt you' it would have been fine.
Instead, I touched him and it brought back all the pain.
Grrr.
I just took a special picture just for you.
My first lingerie shot.
I probably should have stuffed a pair of socks in there.
Arc should visit more often, he misses out on all the good stuff.
I'm Irregular.
Oh no! I'm araid to look....
Uh? what is it? another artisyic picture?
stuff a pair of socks in there! Ha ha!
so are you going to visit him again?
I guess it's artistic. It was slightly difficult to position myself and take a pic without showing things. You did beg and plead to see my undies.
Yes, I will see him again. I'll jump on the bus if I have to. I'll walk home or sleep in a field if I must. Bit of a problem finding a field around here though.
we won't talk about the underwear picture, OK? (pout)
I was reading over what you said about the eye brow hair. & it occured to me that if I thought someone was reaching over to pluck out one of my eyebrow hairs, I'd flinch too. & maybe even throw up my arms & yelp.
But, I wouldn't worry about it, too much.
Like you said, you'll know better next time. Just relax & don't get all anal about it.
I wasn't about rip it out of his head or anything. I was just gonna soomth it out so it was where it belonged. I would never do anything to cause him pain.
I talked to him last night, killed my cell battery. 6 1/2 hours. Free minutes are a good thing.
He assured me I didn't hurt him. It really was like I said, just the unexpected touch in that area scared the bejesus out ot him and brought back the memories of the pain, treatment after treatment for years.
It never improved his vision, at least not for long. It only caused him excruciating pain for years... and he lost the eye anyway.
He knows I love him very much. He does. If he knew exactly how much I care about him that would probably freak him out.
It occurred to me the other day though, we've always been an affectionate family. Big hug and a kiss on the cheek for (almost) everyone. He's always gotten a big hug and a kiss from all of my family... so me iving him a big squeeze and a kiss is not out of the ordinary really, even after all these years.
I did mention that I was gay. I don't know if he absorbed that fact, didn't want to or doesn't care either way. So, as long as I don't kiss him on the lips and shove my toungue in his mouth (I wouldn't) it's ok.
I'm never taking another lingerie picture for you again. Beg, plead and weep all you like.
Why must you torment me so with your wicked desires!
*sniff* *crawls into corner and cries*
Disclaimer: L>T didn't really beg for undie pics. She wanted nudes! Shocking. Utterly shocking.
Disclaimer 2: I'm a silly person. I'm just havin fun. She really didn't ask for nudes.
You are so funny! & did I need a laugh tonight.
I am wicked aren't I? ;] Some people do believe those kinds of things about me, anyway.
I'm glad you are talking to him. But 6 1/2 hours........
Yes, 6 1/2 hours. My Sister said it's weird. You are him and he is you. You're almost the same person.
I did grow up with him. I think it's odd too, he'll say something, or it's a facial expression or gesture... Whoah, I don't say that, but I think it in my head.
We cleaned out his freezer the other day. That made him happy. He really is almost completely and totally blind... he could have done it himself, but with all the chaos lately he has a hard time.
It's amazing too. I watched him check his blood sugar, figure out what pills he had to take.. then he gave himself his insulin shot later...
You'd just have to see him do it, a description wouldn't do it justice.
L>T, Bryan, L>T, Bryan, L>T, Bryan, L>T, Bryan, L>T, Bryan ... You two have sure hit it off. And once again, I've no idea what your entry is about.
Arc: The entry is about my one eyed almost completely blind Uncle, a very ill man. None of it his fault.
I grew up with him. He's my darned brother almost. We haven't spoken in about 23 years. Arrrg. I can't take the time to explain it.
**rest of comment deleted because it was very mean and uncalled for**
arc, I like bryan because he is reallly weird & I have a thing for weird people. Do not believe anything he say's about me wanting to see him in the nude. Like I said He is verrry weird & maybe delusional.
There you go again L>T. Telling falsehoods. You like my hiney... I'll keep quiet about the time you asked my to take pics of my ear covered with Cool Whip and Shrooms.
That was too strange for even me!
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